十七岁的雨季

2010-09-20T14:28:00.002+08:00

生活中，多少美好的感情凝聚成一声呼唤，又有多少遗憾期待着一声呼唤.

2010-03-15T12:19:00.004+08:00

Really really long since i’ve posted.
Today have math remedial from 8, but end up late by 50mins. Luckily im smart enough that i understand almost everything Joel Teo had taught in last 50mins.
I'm eighteen. Yesterday, my mum asked me to help her to buy 4D. When i reach the counter there, the lady at first gave me a suspicious look, but maybe i looks abit serious, she then proceeds to print out my numbers. It's my first time eh hahhah.
Seriously, I’m really tired. Over the past few weeks and months, my parents have been giving me lots pressure to study hard, i figure they wanting me to go to some nerdy schools. CT1 supposed to be a good one, all As except for english(B3), but the shit thing is that my Emath failed, so they'r really unhappy about it. So sad. I’m starting to be scared as shit. I sound so, screwed up eh?
My life has always been revolving about, MUGGING. I think.
Okay, today while i was walking home, i have an really authentic sad feeling. Something I’ve experienced in school these past few weeks that made me feel inferior and whatsoever I suppose. I find myself becoming stupider recently, too.
I’m having a little sore throat right now. Oh well. I need to drink some cooling tea or somesort.
Okay anyways, it’s about time I end here. I need to set myself straight cause my mind isn’t at here this moment. Pre-O-lvl Syndrome eh?
So well. that’s about it. Byebye(;

2010-02-12T19:45:00.000+08:00

Happy Lunar New Year!!! O;

2010-01-25T16:52:00.005+08:00

I’m eighteen. From the last few posts, u realised i tell myself that i need to control my emotions better. Not quite, not at all. It’s not better, at least I don’t think so.
I realise i need to interact more. But there’s no one anymore i can talk to. Hahah. Well there’s God, but He doesn’t reply, I’m still waiting for Him, hopefully He’ll reply me tonight.. Hopefully.
Somehow i wasted my eighteenth birthday. Perhaps i should go read the bible now to rid my heart of such a disappointment. That would make my last few hours of my birthday meaningful. Life. Meaningful. Hahah.
So anyways, happy birthday, kid.
or maybe, just, birthday, boy.

2010-01-16T11:26:00.004+08:00

曾无数次问自己为何而活，到后来已经懒得去想活着的意义。

其实很多时候，90后的这一类害怕看见别人的甜蜜，不是嫉妒，只是觉得和以前的自己好像。然后会陷入整个回忆，待过往的疼痛唤醒自己的意识，再一个人慢慢舔舐自己的伤口。

其实很多时候，90后的这一类都处于矛盾之中；是继续还是暂停？是放弃还是坚持？看似感性的他们，却往往于最后，让理性驾奴了整个思维。

其实很多时候，90后的这一类都在感伤；不是他们多愁善感，只是容易触景生情罢了。

90后的我们，退去青春年幼的稚嫩，开始适应社会大家庭... :D

2009-12-22T12:48:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmasss! 0,=

2009-12-19T09:16:00.003+08:00

对的时间遇见对的人是一生幸福
对的时间遇见错的人是一场心痛
错的时间遇见错的人是一段荒唐
错的时间遇见对的人是一生叹息..

2009-12-12T00:09:00.002+08:00

All alone in an empty room
Nothing left but the memories of when I had my best frIend
I don't know how we ended up here
I don't know but it's never been so clear
We made a mistake, dear.
And I see the broken glass in front of me
I see your shadow hangIng over me
and your face, I can see...

Through the trees
I wIll find you;
I wIll heal the ruins left inside you
cuz I'm stIll here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathIng now...
untIl I'm set free.
Go quiet through the trees

I remember how we used to talk
about the places we would go when we were off
and all that we were gonna find.
And I remember our seeds grow
and how you cried when you saw
the first leaves show.
The love was pouring from your eyes.

So can you see
the branches hanging over me?
Can you see
the love you left inside of me?
in my face
can you see?

Through the trees
I will find you;
I will heal the ruins left inside you.
Cuz I'm still here breathing now
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
until I'm set free.
Go quiet through the trees.

Cuz you're not coming back
And you're not coming back
No-oo.. No-oo.. No
You're not coming back...
You're not coming back...

Take my breath as your own
Take my eyes to guide you home

Cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
And I'm still here..

But you're not coming back.
And you're not coming back.
Cuz you're not coming back
until I'm set free
Go quiet through the trees.

ps: Time to go sleep now. Happy 12/12/09, 12:12am(;

2009-11-04T09:35:00.006+08:00

但面对爱情, 我还很笨拙. 只是很多想你的慌乱情绪, 在一个个恍惚的瞬间沉没了.

2009-10-16T07:48:00.002+08:00

The Eoys are over, but I’ve been rather busy and lazy to post. To think I’m still busy, that’s life i think. You can never finish doing everything.

In any case, Eoy hell-like period is horrible i guess, can’t really remember anything else at the moment, I think I should post everyday to prevent myself from forgetting nice things. I want to type, sadly such leisure is not a privilege for me right now.

Seriously, I’m really tired. Eight subjs made people crazy. Sometimes I think if one could just stop thinking on all things for just a second, how wonderful would that be? That’s where drugs come in i guess. So yes, I’m praying really hard for Eoys, though it was already over. I figure that’s what my life has been revolving about, MUGGING.

Oh ya, going for the sec3 camp next tuesday. Be honest to say, I'm not really looking forward to it though. I guess it would be really boring, meaningless and pointless to stay there, with not many nice and close friends around you. I hope my legs will'nt infested with mosquito bites after it. x< Yeah okay that’s a quite stupid assumption to make.

I suppose I have said enough. I need to go enjoy what’s left of my sleep, ever since the start of Eoys. So well. that’s about it. Bye.

2009-09-19T12:24:00.001+08:00

Bye Blogger, See you after EoYs.

2009-09-01T17:17:00.000+08:00

Can't wait for the CTs to be over. Now, it's already over and actually got back some papers.
H.Chinese: 45/50
E.History: 13/18
Chemistry: 34/45 <:(my 1st time get a1 in a major exam)
E.Math: 32/35
SS: *failed* >:(damn sad over ss)
A.Math: 26/35 >:(my mum surely scold me to hell, it's so bad and sad)
Physics: 39/45
English: Pass >:(sad eh, still not see any improvement)
C.Geog: 20/25

2009-08-31T22:56:00.000+08:00

Hello! Isn't my hair quite long? o.o""
Yesterdae my father bring me and my brother to eat @ Jurongpoint, then one uncle ask my father that: "is this your daughter?" while he pointing at my brother! Lol, he thought my brother is a girl! How can it be?! Ahaha.

2009-08-31T16:54:00.001+08:00

If Everyone Cared
And Nobody Cried
If Everyone Loved
And Nobody Lied
If Everyone Shared
And Swallowed Their Pride
We Might See The Day
That Nobody Died

p/s: Struggling with Meaninglessness

2009-07-26T14:06:00.000+08:00

(; 如果, 我想你了.

如果我想你了，我会掏出手机，看看有没有你的短信，即使我知道，机率是那么的渺茫~

如果我想你了，我会在手机上飞速的打下一连串的问候，最后却始终没有按下发送的键。只是害怕打扰到你。

如果我想你了，我会把目光投到很远的地方, 却不知道在想些什么……

如果我想你了，我会想，你是不是也在想我呢？哪怕，只有一秒钟的时间..

如果我想你了，晚上做梦也做到了朦胧的你。我会不愿意醒过来, 只是害怕，梦一醒，你会离开…

如果我想你了，我会深吸一口气，把弥漫了思念的味道的空气吸进，离心脏最近的地方~

如果我想你了，我会把思念换作古筝音符，让它在指尖流露~

如果我想你了，我会照镜子，审视着这样的我，能否匹配这样的你?~

我想. 我已经上瘾了. 戒不掉的, 想念你~

每个人的心里，都有让你思念的人。

亲人，爱人，或是友人。

有时候思念到自己也没办法控制的时候，干脆就顺着这份思念去回忆吧!

2009-07-25T19:53:00.010+08:00

<<<3 =.= Likai accidentally took this above pict during the hike and he thinks this is a Godly pict of me. Cool. Although not nice lah.
CIP today @ Mt Faber Herderson Waves with the MINDS people. Seriously I’m tired.
Mentally, physically, spiritually, emotionally. I sound so screwed up eh?
Felt a mixture of melancholy, distress and loss as I walked home today. Don't exactly know what's the reason. In any case, I think today's activity was an experience for me. Learn how to cheer others up, learn how to communicate with the mentally disabled people. Although I am in an extremely bad mood today. Ya.
Manage to find some fun-ness with ms Er, she accompanied me for quite a long time during the tedious hike. Then, my buddy that duper energetic and entertaining guy keep on saying that ms Er like him and even ask ms Er if he could kiss her or not. heheh. Ms Er then told him that "kiss cannot, touch also cannot, you must think very "clean". Okay? "
So well. that’s roughly about it. Again, I shall cheer myself up.

2009-07-23T16:11:00.001+08:00

茫茫网海，一个“缘”字，你我相遇；来来往往，一个“真”字，你我相识；平平常常，一个“诚”字，你我相知；风风雨雨，一个“心”字，你我相通：春夏秋冬，一个“友”字，你我相惜；漫漫旅途，一个“乐”字，你我共享.

2009-07-17T16:26:00.006+08:00

我们现在还算是朋友吗?..
Originally I planned to go watch Harry.P. with all of my "gang members" after sch today, but then juz be4 i leave sch, i called my mum to ask 4 her permission.(which i always does whenever i wanna go watch movie wif frz) It turned out to be that my mum didnt allow mi to go, cos she say i have to finish the first topic of the practices qns of the Amath ten yr series by 2day.. Plus a series of upcoming emotional tests.. Oh well, I suppose i've said enough. Okay anyways, i am lookin forward to next week as cca will be resumed. So, that's about it, Goodbye all(;
Again, forgive mi if i sounded a little emo; Cheer mi up :/

2009-07-15T16:16:00.004+08:00

最近很忙, 参加了特选中学研讨会，在南洋女中。
自（6月22日）第一次见到她，心里就对她有一种莫名的感觉。虽然她不是很美或者很特别，只是有一种感觉。
昨天（7月14日），刚下车时又再次见到了她，还是一样的感觉。
而当我已坐在车上离开她的学校时，刚巧，又再一次最后的见到了她。透过小小的车窗，眼睁睁的看着她从我旁边的车窗旁边走过，我睁大了眼睛，第一次那么清楚的看着她。。。
她呢？在看见我的那一刻，她奇妙的对我微笑，然后，迅速低下头，去整理她的头发。。。

P/s: 最后的疼爱是手放开.

2009-07-11T16:39:00.004+08:00

不管昨天, 你对我说过了什么, 今天的我, 还是依然依然的沉默.
两个人生气着, 看着谁先舍不得.
请你别这样, 来试探我们的缘分.
不管昨天, 我对你说过了什么, 今天的你, 还是依然依然的自我.
问这要到什么时候, 才会觉得无法忍受?
难道这样, 才能证明爱得有多深..?

2009-07-10T16:47:00.001+08:00

-愿望.希望.失望.绝望-

2009-07-08T16:26:00.007+08:00

某种情景-某种想念
今天, 朋友们都在考口试, 所以我独自一人做巴士回家. 我望着窗外, 看着来来往往的车辆, 人, 仿佛这个世界不一样了. 或许, 只是因为我的心境不一样罢了. 一路上, 看着人越来越少, 车辆越来越稀疏.. 这么简单的场景, 总能给我回忆出无数个记忆. 同一样的情景, 但总会勾出不同种的思念. 有时. 我很害怕回忆起某一个情景, 某一个寂寞, 甚至某一首歌曲.. 我知道, 我也明白, 只是, 偶尔还是会想念. 虽然只是一场游戏, 依旧很感人. 我常对我自己说：“不准留恋着不该留恋的人; 可以玩闹, 不可以动情.” 看着别人精彩的世界, 想起我想要拥有的一切. 曾经的梦想, 似乎不曾来过.. 虽然今天我在学校里忙了一天, 但带给我的不是疲惫, 而是感伤和失落.. 嗨, 什么都不去想了, 我相信好好睡一觉, 醒来后, 就没事了. 当我在空荡荡的巴士上睡着时, 我隐约听见有个人轻声对我说了这句话: "美好总是虚幻的.."

2009-07-03T18:34:00.007+08:00

能冲刷一切的除了眼泪, 就是时间; 以时间来推移感情, 时间越长, 冲突就越淡, 想念也越淡, 仿佛不断稀释的茶..
所以我, 记住该记住的, 忘记该忘记的; 改变能改变的, 接受不能改变的..

2009-07-02T16:43:00.004+08:00

人为什么会对别人失望？或问，别人为什么会对我失望？可以说是误解，但有时更因为是了解。“因误解而结合，因了解而分开”，人和人之间的聚散，总是一方故意一方无意，在无意和故意之间，就像天空里飘走的两片云，他们或许还会相遇，但心境早已不同..
人和人的聚散，像天上的云，像水中的浮萍，时而聚合，时而分离。聚聚合合，是天地间的神秘。绝大多数人都知道个人是很渺小的，命运无法由自己操纵，遂而听天由命，于是一切随缘..

2009-06-16T10:46:00.006+08:00

长大了就是现在这个样子吗？
长大了就越发的觉得孤单了吗；长大了就越发的想要寻找快乐吗；长大了就越发的想要索取爱了吗；长大了就越发的想要一个属于自己安静的空间了吗；长大了就越发的想要挣脱父母的束缚吗；长大了就越发的脾气暴躁了吗；长大了就越发的觉得社会不公平了吗；长大了就越发的觉得明天的希望渺茫了吗；长大了就越发的多了许多心眼吗；长大了就越发的觉得朋友难寻吗；长大了就越发的要逃离现实吗；长大了就越发的怀念小时候了吗；长大了就越发的觉得无聊，无所事事了吗；长大了就越发觉得满世界的人都用异样的眼光看自己吗；长大了就越发的需要一份责任吗；长大了就越发的要放弃一些童真吗..
长大了世界真的就改变了吗？还是真正改变的是我们看世界的角度？
是我们自己在改变..

2009-06-03T16:11:00.007+08:00

Flag Day was fun?
Seriously, I’m really tired.
Mentally, Physically, Spiritually, Emotionally. I sound so, screwed up eh?
I’m felt a mixture of melancholy, distress and loss as I walked home today. Don't exactly know what's the reason.
But anyways. Flag Day was an experience i guess. At Orchard Road, although it's congested with busy people, it's hard to ask them for donation. One sentence which i have said very often is, " Hey! Hi..Er..Would yu like to make some donations for the Children Society?" Oh my. It's sometimes quite lucky for me and Perry as there came one gentleman wif his gf, and give us 2 $10 dollar notes each. Yea? But mostly, 92% of them will just walked away, pretending yu are not there. Get pissed off with this. What i had learned is that "伟人就在我们身边". I suppose so? Lol. We just standing there like a scarecrew and, some real kind people would come and insert notes or coin into the bag. ($40 at the end i think) Afterall, we'll get 6 CIP hours. Isn't this worthwell? Lol.
So well. that’s about it. I shall cheer myself up.

2009-05-29T13:10:00.005+08:00

人为什么会寂寞？这是我这几天一直考究的话题。也不知道这个问题是怎样的从我的脑中弥漫开来。

去追溯答案。似有了结果，又似毫无头绪..

时间的流逝，过往的记忆，流淌的河水，枯黄的落叶。都拿不回，寻不回，追不回，找不回..

寂寞的人喜欢回想一些曾经的过往。一遍遍的追忆，那些记忆中美好的，伤心的，快乐的，忧郁的零散的片段。所以，往往忽略了眼前人。他们看不到对他好的朋友，只是一味的想念从前的人和物。并不是他们假装看不到，并不是他们冷漠，而是曾经的记忆是如此的刻骨铭心..

他们会由于某首怀旧的歌曲而露出久违的笑容，也会因某部电视的感人情节而流泪。其实，他们自己也不清楚自己的性情。只不过，每个人的情绪变化发展并不是自己所能控制的。

在炎热的夏季，茂密粗壮的梧桐树下的林荫小道，有一个背着硕大背包，穿着休闲装的女生。她独自一人在大街上游走，听着MP3，面无表情的环顾着四周的事物。但从她眼中透出的目光却是坚定的。仿佛下了很大决心似的。最终，消失在巷口的拐角..

2009-05-28T17:04:00.002+08:00

为什么现在我总会遇见许多最熟悉的陌生人..

Gaopeng 要祝大家端午节快乐！

2009-05-21T20:47:00.001+08:00

Alright. So far so bad for Myes. Chem only c6, it's like at borderline between fail and pass. Away from that, i think i have done averagely well for others. Phy a2, hcl a1(94.5 for P2), both maths a1, b3 for both history and pure geog. But d for english.Oh well, in anyway, these results were really bad for me. It made me wondering where is the motivation for studying so hard, and yet, the results are not satisfied. I really need to revise hard for chem. I really need to improve english.

Okay anyways, it’s about time I end here, forgive me if i sounded a little emo.

2009-05-08T17:10:00.004+08:00

Gaopeng 要祝天下所有的妈妈们，母亲节快乐！

2009-05-07T14:48:00.009+08:00

The Mid Year papers are over, quite *awhile* from now. So far, i think mostly i have done quite well. But I’ve been rather moodless to post. To think I’m still busy, that’s life i guess. You can never finish doing everything.

Sometimes if one could just stop thinking on everything for just a sec, how nice would that be?

I think, this is one of my most hardworking week ever in my life, like seriously. LOL. Okay, maybe I’m just tired physically. Plus a series of emotional exam papers.

Arr. I need to grow up. Like now. Think sensibly and act that way too.

I suppose I’ve said enough. I need to go enjoy what’s left of my sleep. Goodbye.

2009-04-18T09:50:00.007+08:00

-Sport Day2009 Class Photo. :D

Hey, friends: When you are stressed out, the last thing you have to do is to be thankful.
Like me, weak from sleep deprivation and sadness, suddenly, life seemed really pointless. What saved me was the realisation that i still had people and tings i loved.
Now, when i feel like i'm drowning in stress, take a deep breath and try to be thankful for all i have.
p/s: Do i still have the chance?

2009-03-13T16:20:00.013+08:00

AH. Today. Last day of term one.
Seriously, I’m really tired.
Mentally, Physically, Emotionally.
Sometimes if one could just stop thinking of everything for just one sec, how nice would it be?
Distress from my spoiled phone.
Okay. I’m probably the oldest few in Seconday 3, yet I sure I’m the most immature few, breaking down and letting my mood and desire overwhelm me. I still need to grow up. Like now. Think sensibly and act in the way too.
Alright. About the Common Test. 4As, 3Bs, 1C and 1D. I should be ashamed. Accompanied by the lack of sleep, causing exhaustion and mentally sickness. I become emo. Okay, I am start to sound weird.
So, that’s about it.
I shall cheer myself up. A good source of laughter is? Yeah.
GuZheng Practices on Mon, Tues, Wednes, Thurs and even plus two more Saturdays. Well, Let's all work hard for SYF Central Judging. G-W-H. Really. Tired. For everything.

2009-03-04T14:35:00.009+08:00

Today. Was seriously a tired and hot day(standing and playing just right under the scorching hot sun)- the Annual Road Run at West Coast Park. Walk walk walk, jog jog jog. Ya, like this, i finished the whole long "journey". There, the pond is so large, run one round around it is like very boring and tedious. Oh, well, the scenery there was not very bad after all, there's trees, fresh oxygen, and even can hear the birds cheering! Hahah.

Borrow likai's PE shorts, since i left both of mine in the locker and forgot to take back home yesterday.

Okay. After the run, and the mass game, how I wish, my bed was there. So i could sleep at there and live there. Uh, andand our Class Tee! Many people commented that our's is "cool" in some ways. Oh my, the symbol of Adidas was put just right infront of our Tee. Nice?

Tahtah. Our class lost in the Mass Game. Anyway, we are really Awesome. After that, our whole Class went to the seaside, to took some memorable photos. Dammit, jx accidentally "polluted" the sea by dropping a water bottle into it. Luckily, our teachers are really nice and never make him in trouble. hahah

Then, we chat, play, fool around, laugh, chat, play, fool around, laugh, and on and on...I guess that’s enough.

Okay anyways, I am looking forward to the next year's Road Run and Mass Game Day! Because we can have an exciting soccer match at there. Hopefully, i can join in and play by then!

I think i saw many people from GZ along the way to the bus stop, and for the first time, she says "hello" , to me, today. I think so. and whatsoever I suppose so.
So well, that’s about it. Byebye.

2009-03-02T16:27:00.004+08:00

相遇是缘
相知是缘
本是陌路人
是缘让相遇
是缘让相知
也许，不久的将来你会把我把我忘记
或许，你也会把我短暂记起
不管如何
必竟，擦肩而过的那一刹那
我们擦出了友谊
昙花一现也好
流星一划也罢
究竟，它还是友谊
　　
岁月如梭，沧海桑田
一切的一切不知何去何从
该珍惜的好好把握
该舍弃的不再牵持
该执着的永不放弃
　　
无声的言语
牵引着陌生的两个人
相遇相知相连
花儿谢了
枝还在坚持着
权干枯了
根还在坚持着
愿我们的友谊如这根一样生生不息..

2009-02-20T16:53:00.000+08:00

二月即将过去。留下这首My Soul，淡淡的快乐，淡淡的伤感，旋律响起发现自己还在努力着，梦想着，这种感觉已经足够，即便是淡淡的伤感。说不清这是一种什么样的感觉，只记得那时二月，我们一起张狂，一起悲伤，一起欢笑，一起怅惘，或有悲伤，或有欢娱，简单的节拍一而再的重复，是延续? 还是远去?

2009-02-19T16:16:00.004+08:00

今天，不知为何，特别特别累，特别特别瞌睡，在巴士上睡着了三次！更奇怪，不知为何，在路上时，见到任何一个女生，我都想好好的爱她们一回，嗨，不要想多哦，这可能是因为我想要那个了吧......啊呵呵呵~

p/s 每当看到身边的人变了，心里便会很难过，好像失去了什么一样。
最后就会问自己为什么当时不好好珍惜他/她，现在就算后悔了，一切还有可能重新再来吗？
p/s 现在才知道，原来友情也是上天注定的...

2009-02-13T16:16:00.003+08:00

喔，今天又是情人节。街头穿梭的全是浪漫，唯我一个飘浮的灵魂。
而我继续过着没有情人的情人节，有点落寞，有点悲伤，有点可笑......
不过还好今天回家早，还可以玩玩电脑分散一下注意力，可以让自己觉得没那么孤单......
我的那一位会在哪里呢?
可是..人是不能一直活在低沉中的，不是吗?
所以我常常学着安慰自己: 其实我是幸福的，只是我的幸福暂时隐身了，迟到了.......而已
真希望一切所想的，都是真的。
不管怎样都希望那些有情人能够
幸福永久.....

2009-02-05T16:51:00.004+08:00

一时的冲动，一时的勇气，一时的成功，一时的高兴，一时的笑声，一时的牵手，一时的关心，一时的生气，一时的天真，一时的幸福，一时的误会，一时的不解，一时的放弃，一时的伤心，一时的沉默，一时的排斥，一时的回忆，一时的后悔，一时的无奈......

I shall continue with it 2moro.

2009-01-23T13:15:00.009+08:00

也许..也许，不是也许，是真的，我忘了她了. 有时候学会忘记是一件很开心的事！也是时候该反思一下了...
我丢掉了爱情……
我丢掉了心……
我丢掉了我的快乐……
我丢掉了我自己……
我，丢不掉回忆.
原来, 有许多许多原来我都不懂……

p/s: 伤人最深的不是爱情，而是回忆.
从来就知道，山是水的故事，云是风的故事，你是我的故事，而我却不是你的故事...
有人问我，爱情以南，寂寞以北，站中间的到底是谁？我不懂，可我知道除了南北，还有东西，低头，惊喜地发现脚下的路正好是想西的方向，加快脚步，害怕好不容易筑成的心垒再次被攻破．
　落花有意随流水，流水无情恋落花．深秋落叶，落日黄昏，拉长的身影落寞却很惬意......

2009-01-15T16:31:00.006+08:00

我活了16年多，交过很多很多朋友，掉了很多次眼泪，也被骂了无数次...
但总算学了点东西，
会爱了
会恨了
长大了......
p/s: i think again before i say hi to you, because i thought we aren't friends anymore. ):
how can i still have the courage to face everyone.
do i even have the rights to say we are friends.
i still can't get over the fact that i am such a ******. ):
还有一些些感觉..每当看到你..but it will not be long..

2009-01-10T14:09:00.004+08:00

Show Your one lame poem :P

" E likes D,
But D likes L,
So E changes to H,
But H likes J,
So E again changes to T,
T also likes E.
But they 要专心读书所以不要在一起 ! "

Lame anots ?! Please say YES , cos' th poem is so NOT TRUE (: Ha-ha-ha.

2008-12-26T08:03:00.008+08:00

----Perhaps some days it will be pleasant to look back on these things----
做了一个梦，梦里看见你...
请告诉我，梦有一天会成真的...
童话故事里不都是这样的吗?

2008-12-21T19:20:00.005+08:00

Hahaha, it's me! LOL, isnt Yeti cute?? -. -"

2008-12-19T16:26:00.000+08:00

This is me wif spectacles...zzz...
HI, mum will be go back China this sundae, and she will bring my grandmum here when back.

Santa, Reindeer, Children and Presents >.<"

2008-12-19T14:39:00.007+08:00

Yesterdae phoned my mum who at china..erm, quite miss her D: hee >.<" 下雪了！？yea, she said that snowfall was very heavy, very coldx:
This holiday 闲散、太单调、无乐趣，也静不下心来看书，原本对书本的寄托现在转移到了网络，或许在这只有在网上精神上才能得到一点点的解脱. 变得很懒散，整天无精打采，这样下去精神和身体一样渐渐懈怠，等于浪费时间、浪费生命，这些道理我都懂，但我不知道我自己怎么了，以前那个自信、上进的我而今变成了一个完全不一样的我，现在的我消极、懒惰、对生活不再有向往. 别人看不懂，不要问我，我自己也不懂了...

2008-12-17T09:57:00.035+08:00

LISTEN LISTEN LISTEN -o-"

^^^^^^^^A nice music video...^^^^^^^^

2008-12-04T13:31:00.003+08:00

snowsnowsnowsnowsnowsnowsnowsnowsnowsnowsnowsnowsnowsnowsnow...

Hello! Christmas is coming soon, time passes away really fast, still remember past few Christmas, some quite fun but not all. Those times in China, there were snowfalls at this times, i really miss those things which i played with snow with all my buddies, although its very very cold, but we all enjoy it very much. For example, we made snowballs, some big some small, depends on how long u rolls your snowball on the snow, then we throw it at each other, exciting, unforgettable. If i got time, i would call up some peers to make a snowman, which just in front of my house door. Despite that we all wearing gloves, its still very cold, sometimes my fingers and foots all freezing, so i put my hands and foots above the fire for awhile to gain warmth. And when there was a heave snowfall the night before school, aha, i can go to school by roll on the snow(ice) all the way :) How fun was it, no one can tell, all the feelings had buried in my mind..Anw, whenever i thought of Christmas, i always will think of snows, why? i also dont know :/ And there will be lines of my jiao3 yin4(foot prints) behind my walking paths.
你发如雪, 凄美了离别
邀明月, 让回忆皎洁
你发如雪, 纷飞了眼泪
I Love Snow 我爱雪...Cant xpress out my si1nian4...Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Jingle Bell~~
雪静静的从天上落下, 荡荡着, 它们连成一片, 飞舞着, 宛如一道长线......
I wanna plsy with Snow!!!

2008-11-27T16:01:00.003+08:00

SHOW Luozhixiang O: I am no mood to post 2day :/ Tag more -___-" haha.

2008-11-23T10:46:00.008+08:00

JW AND EL: All the best for your Guzheng exams O: JyJy !
Open house was like damm sux >.< rox! Anw, still got 1 month holidae to go, i need to study.. =(
Anw, i chiong my pirate to level 44 leh ! Cheer !

2008-11-21T16:08:00.003+08:00

2008-11-18T22:23:00.008+08:00

Finally finally, i am just backed from Cultural Potpurri! Today is a xtremely long and tiring day!! Ppl say me very weird, cos i feels super active now, different from what most of other guzheng performers..zzz, both tired and high~O: Go out home at 6:30am and reached home now, which is 10:12pm, its tiring, slacking, having fun, lame jokes and all other crap staffs, i especiall miss that cupboard in our guzheng dressing room, which i used to hide inside to gain warmth >.<>.< Ermm, I was not performed well, always cant control my freezing fingers, so i playing vv fast..The dressing room is damm cold! Jason told me that i can hide in the cupboards to gain some warmth, its really helped alots#.# Hmm, i think our guzheng show rite, okok de, cos i knew most of gz members have stage-fright bah..Then some sec1 girls came along with us all the way, and they helped us to move guzheng there and here..and collect our foods, so we all said "thank you" to them..After our actual performance, we immediately moved all guzhengs and stands to the bus which was waiting outside, its so rush, its ended so fast, everythings were settled in abt 10mins, then all of us go backed sch, the scene of sch at night time seems fansinating and attractive, then then we all moved gzs and stands to gz room, luckily we dont have debriefing, which usually happened after each performances! I miss what i have see and dont and feels be4 the show, i looking 4forwards to nxt yr de..I cant rmb some more things, but AFTER all, its really really fun and unforgettable..wahhh, its 1st time i post so long =)) Hope nxt years some boys can join gz, if not i sure die de...lonely...YEAHHHHHHHH
Anticipate this saturdae's NHHS Open House, i dont knew what had happened last year, but i think vv few ppl will nioticed us, cos guzheng sounds so soft and sure no much ppl inerested in gz, but i really pray hard, at least least 1 boys can join me next yr..=))

2008-11-17T13:25:00.003+08:00

Hello!! 2day we have the last last long GZ practice before the cultural potpurri. The weather is strange? The sun is seems very shinny in the morning, but juz when we finished, the stupid rain came, its so big, then on the way to bus stop, one strange sec1 girl ran "wildly" from my behind, and then requested to share my umbrella with her, i pity her that her whole clothe is wet! Erm..I think our 2 guzheng songs are both quite nice to listen O: Sooo, those who r going to the c.p. are fortunate. All guzheng members jyjy and good luk for tomorrow's performanceeeeee~:) SIAN...

2008-11-14T17:01:00.006+08:00

Hello!!! Today is Guzheng rehersal, quite fun and really help me alots in my gz skills. Teacher let me sit in the centre, lots pressure arhh>.< My class Allocation is 303 ! I dont know is gd or not, but anyway, must jyjy ! Today i saw her again, but i am wondering y her cca is always walked there and here ? :/ Hhaha, gz is more relaxing cca thn hers :P I am anticipate who will be my classmates next year-2009...Evelyn, why u seems emo 2day?........sad to know, "he" and "her" is in the same class next year -.-

2008-11-12T20:03:00.006+08:00

2008-11-11T14:30:00.003+08:00

Hello ppl, i am updating now! Actually not much to update, i juz want to write sth, Ahahaha. Erm..oh ya, 2day got Guzheng, but the teacher NEVER COME! Oh my goodness, how wonderful O:soo relaxing and can do wantever i want. But cos not much to do, felt v v sian, thn i try to sleep awhile, but the sec1 gals all play "noisely", so i couldnt fell asleep. But Jonna(dont know her name corret or not:/) always chat wif me and play tricks, so i sometimes 拿她没办法>.< Oh yes, tomorrow I going to sch to buy my books and uniforms, muahaha, I am excited cos I am going to wear long pants liao^.^ Nvm, duno if I looked weird or not when I wear long pants :P Nvm, I duno got anybody will see my post or not, I juz wanna type out all these craps..Muahaha~~

2008-11-06T17:30:00.004+08:00

Another 2 constipated faces >_<, btw, all the black dots are not on my face, is on that mirror, ok?! =)

2008-11-06T14:13:00.001+08:00

Hi all #.# 2moro have GZ practice, 4hours!!! wo de tian na~~ sure die -.- Cos i nvr practice that noob instrument for..erm..about 1 month? haha, too lazy to do it. If ur ask me what am i doing now, i will answer u that i am staring at my laptop screen rite now >.< Lame? I think so -.- But pls excuse me for my lameness, if not i probably will be lamer. I not sure why the God give me this laptop to me, but when he giv me this computer, he said, i must write down what i had done and how i feel everyday...ArghROAR~O~ Thank you and really Sry for wasting ur precious time to read all my craps :/

2008-11-05T08:59:00.007+08:00

今夜，伴着柔柔的思念，心情格外的美丽，天空的月亮仿佛也在寄托着一种脉脉的祝福，千里的思念，一地的静谧，一种灵动在空气中四处流溢，蹦出点点的思绪…莫名的，一种滋味闪现，徘徊许久，飘去…手指轻轻的敲打着键盘，清脆的声音在空间里碰撞，倾听文字在手指下面的倾诉，原来还有很多时候，心里会悄然的走过关于某一个人的想念，品味中…心情飘过思绪久久…其实，对一个人的想念有时候不需要这么缠绵，心间，柔软的思念，脸上，绽开着笑颜。美丽着一种绵软，渴望着一种甘甜，寂寞的月亮，有时候也会把自己圆满。月光如水的夜晚，心中流淌的不只是一种想念，还有想念溢满的柔软…一种伤感，一种快乐，交替在空气中，碰撞的瞬间，撞击着心灵深处的柔情和感动，一种温柔就会让一个人有一种想倾诉的懵懂，键盘的冷硬，隐藏不了内心的温柔……常常淡然，有一种爱永远都不会改变，沉沉的爱恋，默默的期盼，总是了然，岁月的缠绵重新被点燃，脚步，总是在追赶，追赶一种沉湎，把爱放在手里边，把爱刻在心间，无论经过沧海桑田，不变…月光渐渐零落，似隐似现，眼神中似乎有着波光点点，轻轻眨动，一滴泪流至腮边，思念，融化在泪里面，缠绵悠远，似乎已经很久远，却又感觉近在眼前，有些人，有些事，有些爱恋，永远都走不出一种羁绊，往事如烟飘过眼前，留下的只是一点淡然。思绪蔓延，回到从前，一种快乐的感觉荡漾在心田，思念也不都是伤感，还有一种甘甜萦绕在心里面，徘徊，缠绵，留恋。轻轻的私语，低低的蔓延。你现在好吗？想念，你现在好吗？祝愿，你现在好吗？想念着我的爱恋，挥洒着我的祝愿，清点着我的期盼，在你还没有走出我的视线之前，把你放在我的心里边，享受浅浅寂寞，浅浅的缘…一句好吗？泪滑过腮边，品尝一下，原来丝丝的甘甜，月朗星稀的夜晚，容易让人挥洒着思念，享受寂寞点点，只愿远方的你，多保重，祝愿……不为什么，只为那一份千古婵娟的思念，只为那一份真情不变的情缘，只为那一份比水还清，比火还热的期盼，我不知为何，又再次想起了她>.<

2008-11-04T12:50:00.008+08:00

--人人爱上你是因为你身上继承了东方女人传统的优点：一美丽二善良三贤惠四勤劳五温柔六纯洁七朴实八端庄。为了突出你的优点，所以大家都喜欢叫你：八婆！

--不因换季而不想你,不因忙碌而淡忘你,你在动物园还好吗?老虎还欺负你吗?狮子还吓唬你吗?猴子还抢你吃的吗?用小猪踢抓着电话看信息还习惯吗?

--想和你去看海，却把握不住莫测的未来；想和你去登山，却充满对理想的茫然；想和你去流浪，却到不了幸福的天堂；想和你去逛街，却碰到警察说不许带狗。

--为什么不笑老师：“大家都在笑，为什么唯独你不笑？” 学生：“我不敢笑。” 老师，“为什么呢？” 学生：“您常说‘笑一笑，10年少’，我今天刚满10岁，再一笑不就没了。”

--如果你是流星我就追定你，如果你是卫星我就等待你，如果你是恒星我就恋上你，可惜你是――猩猩！

--上帝看见你口渴，创造了水；上帝看见你饿，创造了米；上帝看见你没有可爱的朋友，创造了我；然而他也看见这世界上没有白痴，顺便也创造了你。

--如果我是狐狸你是猎人,你会追我吗?如果我是茶叶你是开水,你会泡我吗?如果我是汽车你是司机,你会驾我吗?如果你是钱我是存折,我一定会取你的。

--我喜欢邓丽君,死掉了;我喜欢翁美玲,自杀了;我喜欢梅艳芳,病故了;我喜欢黄家驹,摔死了;我喜欢张国荣,跳楼了;我喜欢你,你自己看着办吧!
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH, JUZ for Fun =))

2008-11-04T09:10:00.001+08:00

ALL MY "CONSTIPATED" FACES!!! o:

2008-10-31T10:30:00.002+08:00

YEAH...HAPPY o:

2008-10-30T10:41:00.004+08:00

I want tell all a simple story : Once upon a time, on a small island, there lives many Feelings. One day, the small island was going to sink, all Feelings left this island, but they all refused to bring Love along, left Love on that small island alone. Only Time want to run away with Love, because only Time can prove and testify the existence of Love.................................( To be continued ) I dont know how many ppl will understand my story, but i think this story is fun...AHAHAHAH

2008-10-28T10:47:00.007+08:00

寂寞的时候，我一个人推动着鼠标，不断的刷新着页面。无聊的时候，手里拿着遥控器，不停的变换着频道。还是找不到一个感兴趣的网页，还是找不到一个想看的节目，寂寞是什么？安妮说过，寂寞是听着雨的声音睡觉，是在风中看着樱花的粉白花瓣轻轻飘落，想起一个曾经爱过的人...

　　我常常拿着电话，心想，哪个电话是我在凌晨三点的时候，可以心安理得打过去的？一遍一遍的浏览，没有。一遍又一遍的寻找，还是没有...

　　朋友，我的朋友算不上多也算不上少。理念中崇尚的是那种“君子之交淡如水”的友谊。还好，他们都是大度的人，不会计较为什么我不联系他们，为什么不去找他们。这一点，给我安慰...

　　是不是还能写下什么字? 我不知道。爱情，写来写去，爱来爱去的故事对我来说都一样。我们永远都不是电视剧中的人物，可以在分分合合，吵吵闹闹中继续着甜蜜的感情。经历了这么多，终于明白平淡是金的道理。我曾经说过，太幸福的都不属于我。只是，当伤心接近的时候，我还不自知，不明白我是太傻还是太痴？！ -Gp

2008-10-25T09:46:00.013+08:00

Today is Saturday!(everyone also knew) I suddenly wanna go apply for a part time job during holidays. Today very sian, juz like other days. I dont know what to do, so i post this senseless post to "post away" stupid time. I want go to the Singapore Biennale at the City Hall wif anyone, but i am sure none will accompany me >,< HaizZz, now i really nothing to do leh, but i now feels abit.............hungry! BB, go for breakfast liao~~~~~~~~o~

2008-10-23T20:49:00.004+08:00

Today is the LAST DAY of SCHOOL!!! Wo0Ho0~~~I went out wif many my BUDDIES to play basketball!!! I am so hyper-active la, play untill like mad :/ Muahaha, i score 35 goals, of which 9 is 3-metre shoot o.o Quite good horrr...i now was reallyreally soo tired, i had used up 99.99% of all my energy(not that kuazhang la). And i really love basketball, its so exciting..after the ballgame was over, we whole slot of ppl go the hawker centre to chat! Buy manymany cold drinks, i almost drink total 2 cans of Coca Cola >,< Tonight is really wonderful...i hope i can stay ther 4ever and no need go home(i wanna sleep at there).zZz, i now almost half-asleep liao...b...bb....bbb...and i also quite sad, ya, cos i really really can't see her for at least 2 months, Arrrhhh...pain in my legs and arms....wth...i going crazy liaoOo..good night all -.-zZzZ, i now is dreaming, dont disturb me horr~~ T_T ♥...I, REALLY MISS U... ♥

2008-10-23T14:11:00.006+08:00

我不是很想你---

我只是在走到某个路口的时候才会想起你；我只是看CD看到一半的时候才会想起你；我只是听歌听到中间时才会想起你。

这样真好，我没有很想你，没有想你想到发疯，我只是想你到眼睛潮湿。

我去睡觉啦，但是我睡不着，在床上看着杂志，翻书的时候我想起了你，我睡不着了，我摇头要赶走你的影子，可是它印在了杂志上，所以我把杂志扔掉。我关上灯，你的样子在黑暗中那么明晰，所以我又把灯打开。

在时间面前我们什么都没留下。回忆在机械地重复，寂寞总会浓一些，不想你的时间只好越来越少。

我没有很想你，在我高兴的时候想起你，在我不高兴的时候也想起你。你笑了，我的天晴了，你沉默了，我的心灰了。我捕捉你的任何眼神，判断你是否还如以前一般热情，我收集你的所有短信，衡量你是否还如以前一般眷恋，亲爱着，我在做这些无聊而有趣的事情，然后等着终于有一天答案告诉我可以停止这些那些。你的所有变化我都明白了，我在你面前显得那么冷漠而无所谓，那是软体动物单薄脆脆弱的壳。

我没有很想你，但我想你，只是想你而不打扰你......

有些感触，有些感动，明明都知道喜欢彼此，可就是都不愿意说。等到的只有最后的遗憾....♥

2008-10-23T13:44:00.005+08:00

Heys, ppl. Today is the last last day of my sec2 life, i really felt that time is very fast and just like the water in the rivers, it can't be touched on the same spot once it passed...I feels 失落, ya, cos, i can't see her for a long long time, arrhhh, i cant see her everyday liaoo00! :/ And i took lots photos in sch wif my frzs, i miss them to the hell but, i know that everyone need some obstacles to ovecome, in order to be more mature...I wanna thx to God that he send me to class 204 this yr, cos it is really a lovely and cheerful class, without them, i would not do as well as now, soo, i really miss 204---this holy, secretive, cheerful, playful, wonderful......class!!! i love class 204 !!! O: Jiayou!!! yeahh...ToT

2008-10-22T13:20:00.005+08:00

Yeahh! I learned how to make artificial rose flower today!!! The above 2 roses was made by meeeee...But it's abit too big, isn't? Ahaha, nvm, nxt time, maybe nxt year's V.D. , i made 999 roses for her...LOL, am i abit crazyyy? I quite sad...cos 2day is the second last day of school..i can't see her liaoOo #.# Aiiiii......I better dont think this leh. Nvm, Cheerrr~UP...O: 2MORO IS LAST DAY of SCH LEHH! I love basketball!!!

2008-10-21T13:28:00.006+08:00

Yeahhh! Today is a damm Slacking Day. I quite adapted to the 滑冰(Ice skating), i like it sooo much! I duno y i never fell down once, and i really enjoy it! Its is fun, exciting, challenging and its really good. Today i went to sch only had played the ice skating, no other things, LOL. I came back home so early...quite bored. But on the way to home, i saw numerous "couple", aiya, i dont noe y tht i had a feeling of...i hav dreaming about that one day, i could have a....., like what the above "couple" are doing >.< Ahahah...Take care, u~~

2008-10-20T13:34:00.003+08:00

zZz...0.O...2DAY i have Guzheng, frm 8:30 to 12. Other thn say tired, i am really very tired. Just wanna to have a good sleep and a good dream, like what the cute dog above doing @.@. Shhhh..i better dont disturb it otherwise it will bit me *.* Arrrhhh...The Guzheng Room damm Cold, like in winter season. And i already chose my sec3 subj combination, hope my 1st choice will be selected =)) And i am really so tired...bb

2008-10-17T16:54:00.006+08:00

Arrhhh...i got back all my eoy results. Quite average grades, none failed. But my science was badly done-i regret tat i study till 1 till morning be4 the science exam>.< nvm, i will jiayou de. I really need to study harder liao, really need to 努力 ! @.@ Ha..:D My HCL got 91.5 out of 110 and mathe is 81 out of 100 . I was sooo disappointed over my HCL, its such a low mark. Aiya, I really really need to read many many english and chinese 散文书了. bb...

2008-10-16T15:53:00.003+08:00

HaizZzZz.........2dae rite, i go to sch for nothing except sleeping and emoing( cos all my frz go 4 the camp, left only meeeee). I not sure and dont noe y that i always looked out the class windows for nothing! Ha..alll in allllll, 2day is a dead and sian day..............2day rite, our class only have 18 pupils out of 39 !! Soooooooo....-. - Arrrrrhhhhhhhhh..i was totally sian diao liao @.@~~Juz lik the doomy cat above... :/

2008-10-15T14:02:00.002+08:00

今天傍晚，我一人漫步在一条长街。路上的行人都不断地加快自己的脚步，只有我，似乎与他们格格不入。
雨？！凭着我的直觉，我觉得似乎是下雨了。10月份的雨总是这样，一开始细细的，不带一点声响。细小的雨水随着一阵凉风扑面而来，让我感到一阵莫名的伤感和忧虑。
雨渐渐的大了。它打在我的衣服上，却痛在我心里。
路上的行人渐渐的少了，而我还是原来的样子，任凭雨水打在自己的身上，不想找任何雨具来遮挡一下。
这是天在哭泣吧，我不断安慰自己，可伤心的泪水还是在不经意间弄湿了我的眼眶。雨水滋润着我的脸，一滴透明的水滴划过我的脸颊，划到我的嘴边。我用舌头品尝，一时分不清是泪还是雨。
渐渐的，风小了，雨停了。彩虹！！当我无意间看着天空时，惊奇的发现了它。雨后的傍晚竟会出现一道彩虹！
我笑了笑，这笑容连我都没有意识到。
OK! @.@ 暴风雨后，总会有美丽的彩虹！我振作了一下，加快了脚步，向家里走去。。

2008-10-15T11:14:00.001+08:00

haiz...it's cost me lots time...Arrhhh!!! But since i am quite bored, so.....................................=))